Surrender

cars were used to hold the banks of the river way back then
cars were used to hold the banks of the river way back then
old retaining wall

today i surrender

because I am having one of those days
I go to mow the lawn and the tractor has a flat tire

speaking of flats,
driving to work and the chime of the dash
wrecked my music with a low pressure indicator.

I turn off the spigot, but the water keeps running
a sneeze with a mouthful of carrots
an extension cord that catches, on everything, including itself

the lid will not come off the jar
I know it is the crystallized sugar, that I could wash off,
but right now, AArgh

or those fine threaded Starbucks coffee bottles
trying, twisting, harder, buckling under the knuckles
and then, either a light twist, or someone else does it effortlessly

I just needed to get the tire repaired
turn the spigot back on, then off again
swallow quickly, then sneeze

or put a wave in the rope of the extension cord
and it all unfurls, magnificently, because i quit fighting

I surrendered.